So I’ve not posted in quite a while….

As some of you may have guessed I’ve started drinking again. I broke up with my girlfriend and I just jacked it in and went to the pub. I’ve actually been ok so far, although this is what happened last time I stopped then stopped stopping. It took me a while to fall back into the problem drinking.

I just don’t have enough of a social life if I don’t drink, I know that’s pathetic. I feel incredibly lonely if I don’t have people around me all the time. That’s probably part of the reason it took me so long to admit my relationship was broken and to leave her. I know it’s daft and that it almost certainly won’t work, but at the moment I’m riding my luck. I’m keeping an eye open for signs of the old habits, if they come back I really am gonna do it properly and quit.

Sorry if I’ve let any of you down.